08 Sep

My Experience of Matrix Reimprinting

Matrix Reimprinting has transformed my life. It has given me the tools to change  and continue to change deep negative beliefs I had about myself that I learned from a childhood of abuse. For many years I tried every imaginable therapy, relating “my story” over and over again to new therapists who did nothing except take my checks and listen.

I was sick to death of hearing my story and not getting any real help or relief from the negative thoughts and beliefs I had that were keeping me stuck and in fear. I was always hoping that this time, this therapy or program or therapist would give me the tools to feel good about myself and to at least feel okay in my body. I tried every kind of self help tool, religion, positive thinking, even anti depressant drugs, diet and herbs etc. I certainly learned a lot about myself and my fears but my self sabotage never changed.

I knew my problems inside and out in my conscious mind and no amount of positive affirmations were able help me to change them. I TRIED IT ALL! I had gotten to the point of accepting that I was handicapped not physically but emotionally and that my lot in life was to suffer. When I heard about Matrix Reimprinting, I was very excited. I thought, at last, this is exactly what I have been looking for. A method by which I could change and let go of traumatic memories or at least understand why they happened in my life, their purpose and move on. I wanted to know that my suffering was for a reason. So I signed up for a training.

At the training for MR, most of us worked on a memory or two practicing these new skills we were learning with other attendees. I was able to tap into a memory of an incident at school when I was in first grade. The teacher had yelled at me and made me stay in the classroom for lunch. It was actually an event I hadn’t ever consciously thought about, so I was a little surprised that it came up. I have found over the years since my training that memories that come up for me (or clients), I would not always have consciously considered important but the perfect incident comes to light that needs clearing and reimprinting. While checking in with my younger self.

I discovered she was:

a) devastated, that she had gotten into trouble with the teacher.

b) scared, because now she was afraid she might do something bad again, not knowing what was considered ‘bad’ and,

c) angry, because the teacher shamed her publicly and unnecessarily.

As we worked through the memory my little six year old self was guided to be able to give herself the resources and empowerment she needed to create a good outcome from the incident. She learned that the teacher was tired and angry that morning and my younger self had borne the brunt of it. The teacher was able to apologize as was my younger self. One of the things I learned while working on this event in my life was that the memory was just one of the many incidents I had during my childhood that made me believe that I was “bad” or “not lovable”.

After working on this memory I no longer have any feelings of being a victim at all around the incident. I have compassion, forgiveness and understanding for both my younger self and also the teacher. My younger self had found empowerment. Very freeing, to say the least. Matrix Reimprinting has made such an impact on my life that I went on to become a Certified Matrix Reimprinting practitioner, studied Birth and Health Reimprinting, Trauma Training with Vets, Picture Tapping Technique and have also obtained my Advanced Level 3 EFT Certification. I knew this wonderful new technique could help so many people and i had to share it.

As a practitioner I continuously work on myself to make me a better coach, I continue to heal myself as we always are working on our evolution, our growth in consciousness and to gain more understanding of the process and of human nature. For those of us who have had deep psychological traumas such as childhood abuse I believe it is necessary to make changes in your beliefs of who you are on a cellular and subconscious level. It takes time but I have been able to move from feeling:

a) Guilty, (absolutely everything was my fault and I had to make up for everything).

b) Deep shame (I felt I had to hide the real me from others).

c) Inherently bad and unlovable, otherwise why didn’t my Mom protect love me and why did my Dad abuse me?

Through working on many memories and sometimes the same memory a few times (different aspects), I now feel:

a) Good in my body, relaxed and more calm.

b) More confidant, less afraid.

c) Grateful for who I am and grateful for my life and the twists and turns it has taken.

I always worked at forgiving my parents but with Matrix Reimprinting you have a whole new experiential level of awareness and a deep forgiveness, not only for others but also for yourself. This comes out of self knowledge, respect for your younger self and freedom.

d) I am able to have relationships with no attachment, in other words love people for who they are with no expectations.

e) I am able to see that I am worthy of love and I deserve to have loving relationships.

f) I am remembering the good parts of my childhood that I had forgotten.

g) I now am able to see the life lessons each experience was for me and how each was a step on my journey to self realization.

I continuously work on myself and I know I will be doing that until I die because there is always more work to be done, otherwise we wouldn’t be here. Consciousness is an ongoing process and we all have a responsibility to continue to choose growth. I believe that those of us working with clients, it is a necessity, it makes us better at what we do as practitioners.

Matrix Reimprinting is an idea whose time has come and has not only changed my life for the better but also so many grateful clients. Book a session, you will not be disappointed and your life will be so beautifully and magnificently enriched and transformed!

With all my love,

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  • KulturVultur

    What an absolutely beautiful and thorough description of MR. Thank you.